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♫ Your beautiful eyes ♫
♫ They reveal tears that have been through so much ♫
♫ They make me want to protect you ♫
♫ I don't want you to get hurt again ♫
♫ The tears stop on the corners of your eyes ♫
♫ You lift up your head, not letting them fall ♫
♫ Don't act too tough when you're tired ♫
♫ My shoulder will be there for you to lean on ♫
♫ I fell in love without realizing it ♫
♫ There are no other reasons ♫
♫ My mind only spins for you ♫
♫ Don't look away anymore ♫
♫ Admit that you're in love too ♫
♫ I fell in love without realizing it ♫
♫ There's nothing holding me back ♫
♫ I've already given you my heart, but it wasn't enough ♫
♫ That's when I realized that my life is only complete with you ♫
[Beautiful Secret]
[Episode 18]
Very good, very good.
Since you listened and drank the milk,
I'll tell you.
The coffee beans are in the drawer of your figures.
Put it over there.
Be careful.
It's heavy.
Sis,
Are we really leaving our home to go to Canada?
I've never been so far from home before.
Relax, you have me and dad.
As long as the family is together, there's nothing to be scared of.
Meili.
Mom. Why're you here?
I know you're going to Canada.
I've prepared something for you.
It's very dry in Canada.
If you don't moisturize, your skin will be dry and itchy.
You will be very uncomfortable.
Canada is still snowing at this time of the year.
So here's a wool scarf and a pair of gloves.
Thank you.
I didn't prepare anything for you.
I'm sorry for causing you so much trouble lately.
Everything will be ok as soon as we're in Canada.
Look at you.
Why do you say sorry all the time?
It's all my fault.
It was me who didn't treasure our mother-daughter relationship.
So it created this kind of situation today.
Meili, do you remember the first time we met?
You picked up a necklace for me.
Your necklace.
Inside my necklace is a picture of you when you were a child.
The second time we met was in front of the hotel.
That time, I had finally found Mr. Sun to locate you.
Are you ok?
You are?
Who knew the daughter I've been looking for for 18 years was in front of me the whole time.
I had so many chances to recognize you and keep you by my side.
But I didn't grab the opportunity.
Meili, promise mom.
When you're in Canada, don't forget mom.
If you have time, take some pictures or WeChat mom (like FB messenger).
Tell me that you're fine.
As long as I know you're fine,
I'll be rest assured, at ease.
Ok, I promise you.
I'll tell you that I'm fine.
I know it may be too late saying this.
But Meili, at that time,
I had decided to get you back even not to get married.
You have to believe me.
I didn't want to abandon you.
If I could choose again,
I'm willing to give up everything and pay for the price
to get you back and keep you by my side.
♫ My dear child, ♫
♫ why didn't you let me know? ♫
I know.
I believe you.
♫ so that you'd have to walk alone in the dark? ♫
♫ My dear child, ♫
quickly wipe away your tears ♫
♫ I'm willing to go with you, ♫
This necklace has been with me for the past 18 years.
Now, let it be mom to keep you company.
♫ My dear child, ♫
♫ did you cry today? ♫
♫ Did all your friends already go, ♫
♫ leaving you with a loneliness that can't be taken away? ♫
I'll definitely treasure it.
♫ did you cry today? ♫
♫ Did you dirty your pretty clothes, ♫
Wang Xuan, it's time.
You should let Meili leave.
Look at you two.
You two are mother and daughter.
Even if she goes to the ends of the earth,
it won't end the relationship.
-Meili, let's go. -Mom.
You have to take care of yourself.
Don't worry about me.
Take care of yourself.
♫ My dear child, ♫
♫ quickly wipe away your tears ♫
I'm sorry.
Even though I'm not your daughter,
I will always think of you.
♫ to walk on this path back home ♫
♫ Heart so empty like wild. ♫
Oh right! I fixed the broken action figure.
You should go check it out.
♫ until you appeared. ♫
♫ Your beautiful eyes ♫
♫ They reveal tears that have been through so much ♫
♫ They make me want to protect you ♫
♫ I don't want you to get hurt again ♫
♫ The tears stop on the corners of your eyes ♫
♫ You lift up your head, not letting them fall ♫
Uncle is getting old,
he can't be provoked.
Can you return this action figure to him?
People not from the same family don't live under the same roof. (People who don't belong together, don't get to live together)
Don't separate these action figures because of your resentment.
If I have any problems or my life is in danger,
they won't hesitate to help or save me.
That's enough for me.
Everything else really doesn't matter.
Because a family doesn't need to calculate that much.
Ok, I understand.
Director, the driver reported back.
He said Madam and Jiang Meili met for the last time.
Sun Jinsheng didn't say anything to Madam.
So Director can be at ease.
However, Madam is very emotional,
so he's sending her home right now.
What about Jiang Meili and the others?
They're going to the airport as we planned.
What's wrong with these people,
how can they forget to bring their passports?!
Sis look, Auntie Wang gave us all of these.
They're so pretty.
And so warm.
Also, there're other things here.
I've messed with the motherboard and brakes of the car.
As long as the speed goes past 80 km/h,
it will turn on cruise control automatically.
As long as it was turned on...
Does It look like an act of deliberating?
You can't tell from the outside.
Besides, that car is due for its maintenance in 2 days.
Having an accident at the point,
people will only think it is an accident.
You have thought it through.
Remember. Don't leave behind any evidence that will be disadvantageous to us.
The tickets were brought, hotels were reserved,
The visas were obtained.
The Canadian hospital taking Chen Jingshu in was contacted.
We have done everything that needs to be done.
No one would suspect Chairman.
I guess this is the only way to keep Sun Jinsheng silent forever.
And have Jiang Meili to disappear forever.
Then, my secret will be a secret forever.
My necklace has a picture of you when you were a child.
Let this be me to keep you company.
♫ Little child ♫
Hello?
Stupid, you forgot something.
You forgot your passports, you know?
Meiyan, before we left, didn't I tell you to put the passports in your bag?
I told dad when you told me.
Dad said got it.
Dad, where're the passports?
What passport?
God.
Dad! Why aren't you reliable?
What're we going to do?
Fine, no point saying anything now.
How are we supposed to board the plane without passports?
Mr. Sun, can you turn around and go back?
If we turn back now, we can't catch the plane.
Alright, alright, I'm on the way.
Where are you guys? Did you get on the highway yet?
We are at Yin Tan Road.
Okay I need to be quicker than you guys.
Perhaps I can catch up to you on the way.
What is going on?
Why can't I turn it off?
Why are you driving so quickly?
We are not in a hurry.
This car can't slow down.
What is wrong? Jiang Meili!
- Are you alright? - I am fine.
Jiang Meili!
Jiang Meili, speak!
What is going on?
Jiang Meili!
The brakes are broken as well.
What should we do? Why there's no brakes?
Damn it.
Jiang Meili!
Help!
Jiang Meili!
Meiyan!
Meili!
Meiyan!
Meili!
Meiyan!
Where is your sister?
Still in there.
Help!
- Help! - Hurry.
Are you guys alright?
Fine. There are still people in it.
- Meili! - Sis!
Here.
Meili.
Hold on. I will pull you out. Here.
- Help me! - One, two, three.
One, two, three.
What?
My leg is stuck.
Okay. I will move the chair.
Meili, wake up!
Sis!
Dad!
Let's go! It's going to explode.
Let's go!
Listen to me. Tell Wang Xuan for me that I found the kid.
Let's go!
Be careful of Xu...
Mom!
You can't go to the hospital right now.
We didn't respond before because we are waiting for it to end.
If you go there now, it will only make it even harder to deal with.
It is because we were hiding before and didn't go public,
Meili almost lost her life.
This time, I can't just sit here and do nothing.
Mom!
There was a serious car accident in the city this morning.
One of the injured passengers is Wang Xuan's Illegitimate daughter.
The police is investigating the cause of the car accident.
Jiang Meili, hurry and wake up!
Jiang Meili!
Jiang Meili, hurry and wake up!
This car can't slow down.
Meili!
No! No!
Don't leave me behind!
It's fine.
You finally wake up, Sis.
You scare me to death.
Yes.
You... Are you alright?
Meili, we are fine.
It's just slight injury.
Don't worry.
But the accident earlier scared us really bad.
Our family almost get separated by life and death.
I am still shaking now when I think about it.
Where is Uncle Sun?
Where isn't he here?
The first thing after you wake up is to worry about others.
You should take care of yourself first.
Here. Here.
- Jiang Meili! Jiang Meili! - What are you guys doing?
Have you decided to run away,
- because people found out that you are Wang Xuan's daughter? - Could you all please leave?
If you have any questions, you can ask me directly.
- Teacher Wang! - Wang Xuan!
Meili, are you alright?
Why are you here?
I am fine. You can leave now.
I won't go back.
I have made up my mind to come.
In the past few days, you guys have been stalking at my house and the hospital.
You want to know the relationship between me and Meili. It has created a lot of trouble for their family.
If you guys only want to know the answer,
I can tell you.
Yes.
Meili is my daughter.
In the past 20 years, I have been hiding the truth from everyone.
Because of my silence, it has created a lot of trouble for Meili's family.
So I have decided to step up and explain everything today.
If there is any more questions in the future, please ask me directly.
Please don't bother my daughter and her family.
They are innocent.
Thank you.
Meili. Come home with Mom.
In the future, you and I will not part again.
Don't leave any suspicious evidence, got it?
Got it, boss.
Xiao Wang, come over here.
Xiao Wang, come over here and take a look.
Bastard.
How did you manage that?
Not clean at all.
I was hoping to end it for all.
Now you have created more problems.
Sorry, Chairman Xu. I will go and figure something out.
Slow down!
Use your brain.
If you do something now, aren't you making people suspicious?
As for taking out Jiang Meili, it needs to wait.
Remember. Opportunities are for people who are prepared.
- Yes. - Go!
Is she alright?
Are you dizzy or uncomfortable anywhere?
- Doctor. - The patient is fine.
We can have her discharged later.
That's great!
Remember to rest more.
Don't get too much stimulation for now.
Within 24 hours, if there is any problem, she should come back to the hospital for a check up.
Okay. Don't worry, Doctor. Thanks.
- Thank you, Doctor. - Thanks!
Thanks, Doctor.
That's great, Sis.
Excuse me.
I am the officer who is in charge of the accident.
Who know the family of the deceased, Mr. Sun?
Deceased?
Uncle Sun is dead?
How did he die?
When the car exploded, his leg was stuck.
We tried to save him.
But we didn't have enough time.
Why?
Why would this happen?
So, you are Mr. Guan who reported the incident?
So, you should come to the station and make a statement.
To cooperate with the police's work.
If it was not us,
Uncle Sun would not have had this accident.
It was us.
No...
It was me.
- Meili. - It was me who caused this for him.
Meili.
This is not your fault.
If it has to be someone's fault, it should be Mom's fault.
Mom shouldn't have let you leave in the beginning.
Don't worry.
I will take care of Brother Sun's funeral. I'll send him off properly so he can be at ease.
At ease?
How can he be at ease? He wouldn't be at ease.
He shouldn't die because of me.
No, he shouldn't.
Meili.
Please let me calm down.
Stop worry about me.
My mind is a mess.
What a mess!
Teacher Wang, so many things have happened today.
I think not only Meili, everyone needs time to calm down.
Why don't I take you home now?
Let everyone calm down.
Then... I am going home first.
If there is anything I can help with, please let me know.
Thank you.
- Meili. Don't feel bad. - Why did it happen?
Why did it happen?
When would Meili come back to my side?
Why did it happen?
- Meili. - Sis.
Don't be sad.
Take a look at it first.
If you are ok with the content, please sign.
Have you found out the cause of the accident?
Not yet.
We need more time to investigate.
If we find out anything new, we will contact you.
Thank you.
Well...
It is very scary after thinking about it.
A person who was always laughing and speaking with us but the next minute,
he is dead.
Therefore,
our family can live until now,
It is because we are lucky.
It is all my fault.
Since the beginning, if I...
refuse to meet with Wang Xuan,
perhaps all these wouldn't have happened.
Meili, don't say that about yourself.
If you have to blame, you should blame us all.
I really don't understand you two.
Those are two different things.
I am very sad too about Uncle Sun's death.
But that is an accident. We didn't make it happen.
Sister finds her biological Mother, It is a good thing.
Why are you always thinking something bad?
Besides, when we were leaving this morning, you guys didn't notice how sad Auntie Wang was.
Earlier at the press conference, Auntie Wang has announced Sis is her biological daughter.
How cool is that?!
Enough.
Speak less.
Meili, what is your plan now?
I don't plan on going back with her.
Sis. You are too heartless.
Auntie is so nice to you. Why don't you give her a chance to show you her love as a mother?
What do you mean a chance?
Give her what kind of chance?
Your Mom is still lying here on the bed.
Shouldn't your sister take care of your Mom still?
But Sis is her biological daughter.
I am going to take a walk.
I will go for a walk and get some water.
Meili, don't take too long.
Look at you. Your sister can't stay because of what you said.
I am telling you. Speak less when your sister comes back. Get it?
Okay. I understand.
I have decided. I will bring Meili back and live with us.
Auntie Wang has already cleaned the room.
What you have decided is useless.
I won't agree with it. My Dad won't, either.
If you guys won't agree,
then I can only decide to leave this family.
As long as I can reunite with Meili,
I will do everything even I have to divorce your Dad.
Is it worth it?
You give up your family for a daughter who doesn't acknowledge you.
Jiang Meili is my biological daughter.
I have lost her 20 years ago. I don't want to make the same mistake.
So on this, I will never back down.
You really want to give up this family for Jiang Meili!?
Ruolin.
Don't push me.
If between me and Jiang Meili,
you can only pick one.
Which daughter will you pick?
I will pick Meili.
I've already known your answer,
but hearing you saying it out loud,
it still hurts me.
You keep saying that you treat me like your own daughter.
But when your real daughter appears, you turn to her right away.
So this is what is called blood is thicker than water. (Family ties are closer that social relations.)
It is not like that, Ruolin.
You will always be Mom's daughter.
I can't let Wang Xuan and Meili leave.
If Meili finds out the secret of her identity,
Meili won't agree to leave Wang Xuan if they are reunited.
I pick Meili not because she is my biological child.
It is because I have given you all my love and care the past 20 years.
To her, I have never taken the responsibility of a Mother for even one day.
I really want to make it up to her for the past 20 years.
I don't want to listen to your excuse.
Dad! Mom said she is going to bring Jiang Meili back to our house and live here.
I heard it all.
Wang Xuan. You can do as you wish.
Tianhao.
I am also a father myself.
I can understand your love for your daughter.
Bring Jiang Meili back!
As long as Meili is willing, our door is always open for her.
Dad! Why won't you let them go to Canada?
Why do you have to bring Jiang Meili back home?
Ruolin. You are old enough to understand the affection between your Mom and Jiang Meili.
You can also take this opportunity to develop your relationship with your younger sister at this time.
Isn't that great?
I won't.
It's not possible for me to treat Jiang Meili as my younger sister.
Never!
Ruolin!
Alright.
Tianhao, if Ruolin really can't accept Meili,
then it's better if you let me move out to live with Meili.
Wangxuan, what nonsense are you talking about?
Family should live together.
Think about it. If you move out with Meili,
then there'll always be distance between Meili and Ruolin.
Alright, don't worry.
I'll work with Ruolin.
Wangxuan, remember this.
No matter how big the problems are in the future,
I'm here.
Tianhao.
If all you want is the answer, I'll give it to you.
Meili is my daughter.
Back then, mom decided to find you and bring you back to me even if I had to cancel the wedding.
I can't slow down the car.
What I wanted to tell you is that it's pretty cold in Canada this time.
Take good care of yourself.
Right,
take care of your dad.
Jiang Meili, why are you crying?
Did something else happen again?
Nothing.
Oh, no! Oh, no!
I am not relapsing.
I just don't understand.
No matter how hard I've worked,
the problems are still here.
After I solve one problem,
another problem arises.
I thought finally it has come to an end,
but it has gone out of control, and someone even died!
I am so scared.
I don't know what to do.
I am so afraid that I can't bare all these on my own.
What should I do?
You are not on your own.
You still have me.
From now on,
you only need to hold on to me just like now.
Without my permission, you can't let it go.
Teacher Wang was right.
This feeling of...
almost losing you,
is very scary.
It really can break a person's heart into pieces.
I don't want to experience this anymore.
Jiang Meili, listen carefully.
From now on,
No matter what question or problem that you have,
pass them all to me. I'll solve them for you.
♫ People of this city, who do you love and sorrow for? ♫
♫ Suddenly, all of this, ♫
♫everything... ♫
Guanyi,
I'll misunderstand if you talk like this.
Misunderstand?
How can I confuse you? Maybe I wasn't clear enough?
Do I have to
say the words "I like you"?
Fine,
I'll say it. I like you.
Jiang Meili, I've liked you for a long time.
I'm reminding you,
Guanyi isn't treating you like this because of your personality,
but because of your voice.
He told me himself. If you don't believe me, you can ask him yourself.
Guanyi,
why do you like me?
I like you because I like you.
Do I need any reason?
I want to know.
I..
like how strong you are.
I like your kindness.
I like how you devote yourself to your family.
And of course, I also like your voice.
Guan Yi, I don't think you know yourself.
You're just lost in the moment.
You actually don't know what you really want.
I don't know what you are talking about.
By what am I lost?
Sorry, I have to return to the room.
If you don't have anything else, please go back.
Jiang Meili!
♫ Now belong to the past ♫
♫ Maybe we were just one step away from happiness ♫
♫ But If you and she are happy, ♫
I like you.
Jiang Meili, I've liked you for a long time.
Meili, you took a long time to get water.
Where is Meiyan?
She went to buy some snacks.
Meili, I just thought about it carefully.
The more I think about it, the more afraid I am.
What just happened was very dangerous!
Now you're not only facing Wangxuan.
You're facing the people of the whole country!
They all know that you are Wangxuan's... daughter.
Now you're not only acting for the three of them,
but you're acting for all the people of the country!
Just this simple? This calm?
I'm concerned to death!
You know, we had Uncle Sun to help us in the past.
But now?
What do you think of it?
Tell them the truth.
I think that Wangxuan is a good person, maybe she can forgive us.
Dad, if you are Wangxuan, exposing this in front of the country,
and then discover that it was only a lie, will you be able to forgive?
But Meili, we can't keep lying and can't even tell the truth.
Both ways are dead. Then what should we do?
Darling, you were right.
No matter what we do, we can't do bad things.
God is watching from above.
Meili, Uncle Sun just lied a little bit,
and ended like this.
We took their money!
What can we do? Even God doesn't know how to punish us!
It hurts, it really hurts..
Don't think too much.
We are going to find a solution.
What solution do we have?
These two ways of telling the truth or keep going, are both dead end.
Meili, we can't drag this any longer.
If we keep dragging, your mom won't see us when she wakes up.
Guanyi, I don't think you know yourself.
You're just being lost in the moment.
You actually don't know what you really want.
What is the meaning of "I don't know myself"?
"I am lost in the moment"? "I actually don't know what I really want"?
I was so clear in my confession,
but she said that "I'm confused"?
See?
It can't be...
It can't be an objection?
Did she reject me?
Ok, fine, I understand what you mean!
This is a question of timing, right?
Right! She has gone through a lot of things in one day.
It actually isn't a good time to confess.
So,
you have to listen to me carefully.
She didn't reject me. She didn't say "No!"
She probably just... wants to think about this more carefully.
How could you understand?
You have never been dating.
You actually can't differentiate the two.
Go to sleep earlier.
Good night!
Tell Wangxuan that I found the child.
Go quickly!
Beware of Xu-
What's the meaning of Sun Jinshen's last words?
What does he want Meili to beware of?
Meili!
What happened?
I had a nightmare.
I just saw Meili full of blood, it was so scary!
It's alright, it's alright. It was just a nightmare!
It's not easy for me to find my daughter.
I'm really afraid of losing her again.
I have chest pain recently.
When I lost Rourou back then, I had the same chest pain.
I had nightmares too.
It's alright. Rourou was still little back then.
Meili is a grown adult now, how can we lose her?
Furthermore, I think
maybe you are upset because of what happened to Sun Jinsheng.
You dream of what you are thinking of.
Don't worry. I'm here.
After we bring Meili here, I'll take good care of you two.
Don't worry Tianhao.
Even if we bring Meili here,
Ruolin will still be my child, I'll love her forever.
Of course I don't worry about that.
Let's sleep.
Subtitles by The Secret Keepers @ Viki
Timing by lynnmayc, xomachi
Translations by airspear, saiu_dun, jiaxi_giahy
Edits by rocketbaby
♫ Feels like winter is now leaving ♫
♫ And as the sun melts away the ice in my eyes, ♫
♫ I realize that I still miss you ♫
♫ The rainstorm of all our memories ♫
♫ blurs away the traces of tears ♫
♫ I keep a smile on my face ♫
♫ Pretending as if I don't care at all ♫
♫ Maybe we were just one step away from happiness ♫
♫ It's a pity that we only made it this far ♫
♫ And it's too late to say goodbye ♫
♫ Maybe we were just one step away from happiness ♫
♫ But If you and she are happy, ♫
♫ just forget how much I once loved you ♫
♫ Maybe we were just one step away from happiness ♫
♫ It's a pity that we only made it this far ♫
♫ And it's too late to say goodbye ♫
♫ Maybe we were just one step away from happiness ♫
♫ But If you and she are happy, ♫
♫ just forget how much I once loved you ♫